Thursday, April 30, 2009

I Know I'm Not a Mother...


... and I am not quite sure yet as to what God has planned for my life. I often wonder what tasks he will set before me, and some of you know that I've spent the whole of my college life and time before that trying discerning a possible vocation.

But I have to admit, motherhood has always been something that I believe I've tended towards. I adore taking care of people, feeding people, giving out needed hugs (didn't used to like this factor quite so much), praying with people, tucking them in to to go sleep, etc. Having at least twelve children is quite appealing to me. I would homeschool all of them, teaching them not only in education, but also to love the little things in life such as fresh air, long walks, animals, cooking, baking, a hot cup of tea, books, and the list goes on. 

Here's a link to a very well written article on the beauty of motherhood which inspired me to write this post. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did.


Like I said, I don't know what God has in store for me yet, but I shall continue to pray that I may always do his will and follow the path that he sets before me.


My 100th Post

This is it, my 100th post on Decorus Verum (Beatiful Truth). I must say, I love this thing. I've used this blog for venting purposes (as in frustration), to marvel at the joys of God's creation, to post videos I find hilarious and inspiring, and even for writing homework assignments. Writing has always been a favorite past time and every spare moment I have I've dedicated to this blog. I cherish the comments, the feedback, and looking at my sitefeed every Saturday, checking out how many readers I have. Even though I love writing for the sake of writing, it's nice to know someone's reading. And better than that, to think that something I should write or post could have an impact in/on somebody's life, this fills my heart with gladness and makes me feel as if I have done something worthwhile with my time.

God bless all my dear readers, whether you follow me regularly, or have just stumbled upon me and my little posts. (Except for the fact, that most of my posts are rather lengthy.) :)


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Spiritual Booster


Today at JPCGU, we had an all school retreat. It was really wonderful. It started at 12:30pm with a full on lunch including sandwiches, chips, cookies, strawberries, soft drinks, and bottled water. Fr. Martin from Miles Christe came and gave two talks on faith, gave us time for quiet reflection, led us through a group activity and meditation on C.S. Lewis's Screwtape Letters, led us in an hour and fifteen minutes of Adoration, offered confession for as long as needed, and said Mass. Then we had dinner which consisted of catered Pat & Oscars. It was exactly what I needed in my spiritual life.

Unfortunately, in my academic life, I'm behind. Initially, I had 15-20 pages due for tomorrow (Wednesday) and I hadn't started them yet. At about 8:30pm, I was editing page 2 (and hadn't gotten any further than page 2), when I received an email from my professor saying that he can't come down tomorrow (he's from L.A.). Which means my script isn't due until next week! Yay!


Saturday, April 25, 2009

The Joys of Being a Senior

Yes, that's right, I am a senior now. I have been for the past five weeks or so. This quarter has so far been one of the most enjoyable quarters that I have had for a long time. The classes I am taking this quarter are:
  1. Documentaries
  2. Senior Project: Pre-Production
  3. Advanced Distribution and Marketing
  4. Business Launch
  5. Marriage and Family
This is the homework due next week:
  1. What Would Google Do? (Reading: 20 Pages by Thursday)
  2. Moviegoers to Marketing (Reading: 2 Chapters by Thursday)
  3. Documentary Reading (60 Pages: DONE)
  4. Study for Documentary Midterm (Monday)
  5. LAUNCH BUSINESS and open bank account! (By Thursday night)
  6. Identify at least five distributors (By Friday night)
  7. Man and Woman He Created Them: A Theology of the Body (Reading: About 60 pages by Thursday)
  8. Catholic for a Reason IV (Reading: no clue, but it should be pretty easy by Thursday)
  9. 15-20 pg. script (Wednesday)
These are the final projects due at the end of the quarter
  1. Director's Notebook
  2. Marriage and Family Paper (15-20 pgs.)
  3. Documentary on Skeeter, the Rodeo Horse
  4. Marketing Project 

Very Vivid Nightmare/Dreamsequences

I usually can't remember my dreams, but there are a few that I remember for years in intense detail. The most recent ones have been about JP Catholic being persecuted. For whatever reason, at very random times, I have dreams about JP Catholic's involvement in a second sort of Nazi holocaust, or being shot at by Communists. Once I had a dream that the whole school, in fact the whole of conservative USA was put into a concentration camp and the males and females were separated. It wasn't extraordinarily horrible, except for the fact that we most definitely not free. There was a huge security gate surrounding the camp and the males were separated from the females and everything was scheduled and we were watched like hawks.

This normally doesn't scare me, but every once in a while, I have a dream that does come true. It's usually not that big of a deal. It's just like, "Whoa." It's like dejavu or something. And when I was telling my roommate about the persecution dreams and how they weird me out, because they are so realistic, she told me that her sister had a dream about some sort of OK bombing the night before it took place. There was no way for her to hear anything about it, because no one knew it was going to happen. And then they watched the news the next day, and she goes, "That's the yellow truck!" It was the one from her dream. 

Anywho, like I said before, these dreams normally don't creep me out, but every once in a while...

Saturday, April 18, 2009

I Hate It

I hate it when people are selfish, when they think of no one else except for their own feelings. It's so unchristian. Yeah, I know that we're human beings and we make mistakes sometimes, but when we are so self-centered as to not care about how others feel, that's a problem. That's why there are wars, and broken friendships. And the worse thing is, this syndrom seems to mostly occur in my life in MY SCHOOL. In a place where people claim to be Catholic and strive to impact the culture of Christ. If we are to impact the culture of Christ, we need to learn to be selfless and love each other as Christ loves us. We need to be one with Christ if we are going to change the world. And self-centeredness is not Christlike at all. On a non-religious level, selfishness is not only unattractive, it's immature. Grow up, people! I hate it, I Hate It, I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGGGGHHHHH!!!!!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Rome, a Home Away From Home

As promised, I am posting yet another installment on Europe. My second destination of my two weeks abroad was Rome. It was mostly a wonderful experience, yet I could have lived without the first night, which is my topic for tonight. I will try to be as brief and as detailed as possible. (I wonder how that is going to work. If you read this blog regularly, you should know by now that I tend to be quite wordy. I apologize in advance.)

I'm sure you are all dying of curiousity to know exactly what happened our first night in Rome. The flight over on Ryanair was uneventful (thanks be to God), but when we got off, we had to figure out exactly how and which bus we were to get on in order to get to Termini. For your information, it's a bit more difficult figuring out transportation in Rome than in Ireland as everything is in Italian. Not to mention, we had heard many horror stories of being robbed in Rome. One of our professors actually had his glasses stolen off his face! We eventually found the right bus, bought our tickets, and headed off to Termini with all luggage. 

We reached Termini at dusk, exhausted, more confused than ever, and eager to get to the Convent (our host). We had been told to look for a Tobacco shop. The shop supposedly would be right outside the station and would have a sign with a white "T" and encircled by dark blue. There was nothing of the sort in site. I did know, however, that we would need a one week bus pass which could get us on pretty much any bus/train in Rome. I found a stand which sold something of the sort for 16 Euros. After much debate and a bit of arguing with my travel buddies, I decided to risk buying the ticket. Then we had to find the right bus. Once again, all the signs were in Italian. I had the "instruction" sheet in my hand. I was really about to lose it as was one of my travel buddies. Her fiance had no clue what was going on. You know what girls are like: highly emotional, their brains working a mile a minute, and they easily get frustrated with others who haven't got a clue (i.e. fiance). I felt like I was going to burst into tears, but seeing that my friend was at the end of her rope as well, I figured she felt the same way as me and that she would lose it if I lost it, seeing that was following my lead. So I took a deep breath, muttered under my breath, "Mother Mary, help me". And then it clicked. The sign post read the same destination as the piece of paper in my hand and I lead the way to the proper bus. 

Once on, we huddled in a group with our stuff in the middle. It was jam packed in there. So we were going in the right direction, but where to get off? "St. Joseph of Cupertino, come on buddy." (He and I are pals for life. ) And then Alena saw, (oh joy!) an automated sign naming off destinations and such. (The interesting thing is that this was the only bus I was ever on in Rome with one of these signs.) We got off at the bus, expecting to see well, the convent. We were told the bus stopped right in front, but where was it? So we started walking down the street. (It was dark at this time and we still had all our bags.) We asked a young woman, who only spoke Italian, and I pulled out the sheet and pointed to the address. Other direction. Okay, turn around. We reached the corner. Still, no convent. Ah, a grocery store. Again, we pointed to the address on the sheet. Other direction. Whoops, too far. ("St. Joseph, your job is not over yet.")  Then we noticed the very small plaques with addresses in tiny print next to huge doors in the big brick/cement wall. We eventually found our way to the big brown doors and were let in by the very nice Italian nuns, who, once again, spoke no English, but were quite friendly nevertheless. We were very grateful, but traumatized and scared of the huge and busy city which seemed to speak no English and have lots of walls covered in graffiti. 

After a very quick dinner at a small pizzeria down the street, we hurried back and talked to the school's R.D. for a bit who convinced us that we had have a wonderful time in Rome once morning came and we were well rested. And the sun would be out, which would make things a lot nicer. And we wouldn't have all our luggage. Another plus. "Just wait until tomorrow and approach the week with an open mind. You'll see. You're going to have a blast." 

And we did. I knew from the moment I stepped into St. Peter's Square and was struck by the sheer beauty of the architecture and the awesomeness of my Catholic heritage, that JP Catholic was going to have the experience of a lifetime in Rome. We were home.